Kids at the table eating yoghurt
It's vanilla and not natural this is a happy thing for one of them
Remembering birthdays is a hard task
I make excuses as to why we don't need them because of my lack of rememberance
Yoghurt can't be hot
But yes it can,
If you heat it up
Ohhhh!
Talking subject of the table
The man drives the car into the driveway
The sun bleaches the wood veneer floor
We all have to do what we have to do
We don't have to do anything says the free mind
But what is free
And what is the true definition of mind
Keeping up appearances
To some capacity we all have to move
What about these people, or that people in that country
Is that moment here now?
What is real in this moment?
What is felt, what is here
The immediate environment
What can I control?
What should I only observe?
Have you finished your yoghurt?
Pomegranate is the new goo
When guns are made out of wrapped toilet rolls
For the sake of entertainment
Those poor toilet rolls
What can I do
What can be done?
How much control did I assume over my reality?
How much do I actually have?
How much do I pride myself in having on a day to day basis?
What is delusion?
What is real?
What is wanted?
Cardammon coffee.
I can put cardammon in my coffee or not
There that's control
I must keep breathing
I don't have a choice for that
I have a choice over whether I do it consciously or not.
Be-nay-nay
This is where Montikarus will do his almost daily ritual of automatic writing every morning (or noon) open to the public. This is a subsidiary blog of montikarus.blogspot.com and all content is Copyright The Montikarus Field 2017. If you're in the field, do not despair, we do as we care. Dare to share.
Sunday, 23 April 2017
Thursday, 20 April 2017
Scribing 50 - Heart Chakra Open Pain
I'm feeling pain in my heart
The world is open
I speak freely and openly
The world speaks reams of backness
Out of the works comes all the prepared treats
Everybody designing something else in the group mind for your favor
Look, look, look
We dare not admit we create it
We just devise, define, and speak and these spells
These magickal rituals we do with our friends of critical talk and cynical blend
They define the world around us, they define us
How far we go into our own rabbit holes and never come back to surface
Why can't I just get along with people without a change
Intellectual predators
We see, we look, we embrace
You take that energy for a time
But then they don't take it back
Or they do
But one bite creates another
Out of the many bites comes injury
And this pain is felt so deep
When the disbelievers bite so hard
Not realising that everything that they do is a creation of what they think
We are in constant control of our reality
Nothing is moving without our awareness
But the scientific world of 'proven' reality seeks to eradicate any trace of this knowledge
I open my heart again and again
And in come the vipers
When will I stop torturing myself
Thinking I can change a person
I get attacked.
And I pay for it
Who am I helping
What for?
What will be achieved by me actually helping them?
Will it be independence or dependence?
When the mind is seen for what it is and how it works
All will be clear
Until then, we'll have protectors of the prison realms
Conditioned from birth as your neighbours
Unconditional love and empathy
Feel the pain and walk through the fire
What choice do we have
Asking for a responsible response to the reality we create everything with the mind
Is asking for a life changing decision at times
The water from the tap tastes like epsom salts.
It happened again
Don't bother with that which does not serve you
Move on
The world is open
I speak freely and openly
The world speaks reams of backness
Out of the works comes all the prepared treats
Everybody designing something else in the group mind for your favor
Look, look, look
We dare not admit we create it
We just devise, define, and speak and these spells
These magickal rituals we do with our friends of critical talk and cynical blend
They define the world around us, they define us
How far we go into our own rabbit holes and never come back to surface
Why can't I just get along with people without a change
Intellectual predators
We see, we look, we embrace
You take that energy for a time
But then they don't take it back
Or they do
But one bite creates another
Out of the many bites comes injury
And this pain is felt so deep
When the disbelievers bite so hard
Not realising that everything that they do is a creation of what they think
We are in constant control of our reality
Nothing is moving without our awareness
But the scientific world of 'proven' reality seeks to eradicate any trace of this knowledge
I open my heart again and again
And in come the vipers
When will I stop torturing myself
Thinking I can change a person
I get attacked.
And I pay for it
Who am I helping
What for?
What will be achieved by me actually helping them?
Will it be independence or dependence?
When the mind is seen for what it is and how it works
All will be clear
Until then, we'll have protectors of the prison realms
Conditioned from birth as your neighbours
Unconditional love and empathy
Feel the pain and walk through the fire
What choice do we have
Asking for a responsible response to the reality we create everything with the mind
Is asking for a life changing decision at times
The water from the tap tastes like epsom salts.
It happened again
Don't bother with that which does not serve you
Move on
Wednesday, 19 April 2017
Scribing 49 - Economic Machinery
Blur the lines between community and society
Not to lock down community with money
But to draw out the life within and give it a safe place to be
The system of money is the insanity
One cannot see what one is in, while they are in it
We must get outside and do that thing to see outside of where we are
And by doing this, discover what can be different
Our hearts and lives are in our own hands
How often we shine and are not appreciated
How often our words fall on the defences of deaf ears
So we take down these walls
And we get everybody in
And together we make the change
Into and beyond and better than anything that has ever been before
Because fear is not needed
Money is not needed
Conditioning is not needed
People can be trusted
And by trusting, we show we can be trusted
The world is what we put in
People are what we put in
We get out what we put in
There is no end to our potential
We are the dawning of the new era
We are the future and the first and the last
We are all that is, and all that ever is
This is the new doctrine
Free yourself
Rise with the flames and open doors to infinite temptation
We are one
Not to lock down community with money
But to draw out the life within and give it a safe place to be
The system of money is the insanity
One cannot see what one is in, while they are in it
We must get outside and do that thing to see outside of where we are
And by doing this, discover what can be different
Our hearts and lives are in our own hands
How often we shine and are not appreciated
How often our words fall on the defences of deaf ears
So we take down these walls
And we get everybody in
And together we make the change
Into and beyond and better than anything that has ever been before
Because fear is not needed
Money is not needed
Conditioning is not needed
People can be trusted
And by trusting, we show we can be trusted
The world is what we put in
People are what we put in
We get out what we put in
There is no end to our potential
We are the dawning of the new era
We are the future and the first and the last
We are all that is, and all that ever is
This is the new doctrine
Free yourself
Rise with the flames and open doors to infinite temptation
We are one
Scribing 48 - Biodiversity
If you want to create enemies.
Stand out.
If you want to make no friends
Don't
Where is the compromise
Fuck compromise
Do what you want
Be what you can
Many people try to block the path
Envy can cause such great obstacles
But passion overrules envy
Most involved in their pursuit of power don't see that passion overrules power
When narcissism is seen as a disease
When the greater mass of people really see it
I suppose that's just what it is
We do what we can with what we have until we are dead
When you've done the offensive thing
You've soloed too much
The world will seem against you
But remember
There is nothing left but to keep on going
Don't put up your walls for the benefit of the vampires to keep you from gaining ground
Keep them down
Show them all that pain means nothing
That life is found in everything
We have no change in what we are but in how we behave
Stand still and know I am god
Everybody has their little piece of freedom tucked away within themselves
The rules are there to be broken
I'm not making any money off this
To assume that I am is, ha, a big joke.
I'm a big joke
And that's what's so funny about it.
We're all big jokes
We're all laughing mad
Yes, I did it for advertising
No I don't have an ego
You won't believe me right up until the very end
Because it will need blood to seal it true
Then all the house of cards will come tumbling down
The death of the man that stands tall is the saviour of the world
We get out of people what we put into them.
We get out of people what we put into them.
We all collectively create our reality
Everything is a closed circuit of cause and effect
We create with our emotions
We create with our fears
Did I sing too many political songs?
I'm terribly sorry
I'll sing less reality and more fluff for you in the future
You'll be dancing in no time
Because I know how to make people dance.
And you're a dancer.
The best of them all.
Stand out.
If you want to make no friends
Don't
Where is the compromise
Fuck compromise
Do what you want
Be what you can
Many people try to block the path
Envy can cause such great obstacles
But passion overrules envy
Most involved in their pursuit of power don't see that passion overrules power
When narcissism is seen as a disease
When the greater mass of people really see it
I suppose that's just what it is
We do what we can with what we have until we are dead
When you've done the offensive thing
You've soloed too much
The world will seem against you
But remember
There is nothing left but to keep on going
Don't put up your walls for the benefit of the vampires to keep you from gaining ground
Keep them down
Show them all that pain means nothing
That life is found in everything
We have no change in what we are but in how we behave
Stand still and know I am god
Everybody has their little piece of freedom tucked away within themselves
The rules are there to be broken
I'm not making any money off this
To assume that I am is, ha, a big joke.
I'm a big joke
And that's what's so funny about it.
We're all big jokes
We're all laughing mad
Yes, I did it for advertising
No I don't have an ego
You won't believe me right up until the very end
Because it will need blood to seal it true
Then all the house of cards will come tumbling down
The death of the man that stands tall is the saviour of the world
We get out of people what we put into them.
We get out of people what we put into them.
We all collectively create our reality
Everything is a closed circuit of cause and effect
We create with our emotions
We create with our fears
Did I sing too many political songs?
I'm terribly sorry
I'll sing less reality and more fluff for you in the future
You'll be dancing in no time
Because I know how to make people dance.
And you're a dancer.
The best of them all.
Wednesday, 12 April 2017
Scribing 47 - Blunt Knives
How to start to stop?
How to be real with what you have?
Every piece of the puzzle is there to be fit together
Every last emotional conduit sits ready to be joined in correctly
The sun rises from the gloom
The bright moon has been keeping guard all night
The cold air harasses the hands at they type
The door was left open last night
A crime?
No it was deliberate
When everyone else and the world is the blame
You are to blame
And who wants to face themselves
When the dragon has been fed to get so big
How many years have I been feeding this dragon?
Since I was 9
My first complete Saturnian cycle
And in this hidden world I fed a dragon
Something to be taken out on all in the future
And the life around me in my family
Fed the dragon
All was food for the dragon
The dragon incited more reasons to be fed
And the dragon got fed more
It's all one thing, I see it now
But how long it has been like this?
Twenty two years.
A self-defence mechanism
Twenty two years of dragon feeding
How big is a twenty two year old dragon?
Was it a baby since birth or was it an inter-dimensional traveler latching onto my need to feed something
Since nine
Nine and Twenty Two
Powerful numbers
An inter-dimensional traveler looking for fuel for his ship
Found through my essence a core to power on
And in this, I have acquired many interesting and unexplained talents
Because the share is almost as one being
The body is a portal and through this portal the world beyond can be seen
The physical is such a small place
The rest is so massive
Nothing can compare in our world to the enormity of the reality beyond the physical.
The physical universe is such a small part of the greater whole
And our physical lives are so insignificant in the grand scheme of things
If anything bigger takes interest in our affairs
It's more a case of delusion on our part, and the creation of it with our minds
Because the 'bigger-that-is-out-there' has no place here, no interest here, nothing can be harmed elsewhere if all goes to shit here
Everything here is a tiny expression of something so minimal
Some say we are a quarantined area
But this is also delusion
Delusions of self-importance
We are not important
And that's just it, we create our own universe, being such a speck in great grey sea
We create our own delusions, we physicalise them
We manifest everything we touch our minds to in time
All comes out in the eventuality of what is kept hidden
Nothing is secret
Time and physical and this dream world so to speak (another delusion but a convenient one to reference)
It's a nothing
We don't exist
We exist as much as we believe ourselves to exist
And if we were to disappear
Nothing would change
Significant
Individual
Unique
Powerful
Delusions.
To understand real reality outside of what is physical
Simply divulge self
How to be real with what you have?
Every piece of the puzzle is there to be fit together
Every last emotional conduit sits ready to be joined in correctly
The sun rises from the gloom
The bright moon has been keeping guard all night
The cold air harasses the hands at they type
The door was left open last night
A crime?
No it was deliberate
When everyone else and the world is the blame
You are to blame
And who wants to face themselves
When the dragon has been fed to get so big
How many years have I been feeding this dragon?
Since I was 9
My first complete Saturnian cycle
And in this hidden world I fed a dragon
Something to be taken out on all in the future
And the life around me in my family
Fed the dragon
All was food for the dragon
The dragon incited more reasons to be fed
And the dragon got fed more
It's all one thing, I see it now
But how long it has been like this?
Twenty two years.
A self-defence mechanism
Twenty two years of dragon feeding
How big is a twenty two year old dragon?
Was it a baby since birth or was it an inter-dimensional traveler latching onto my need to feed something
Since nine
Nine and Twenty Two
Powerful numbers
An inter-dimensional traveler looking for fuel for his ship
Found through my essence a core to power on
And in this, I have acquired many interesting and unexplained talents
Because the share is almost as one being
The body is a portal and through this portal the world beyond can be seen
The physical is such a small place
The rest is so massive
Nothing can compare in our world to the enormity of the reality beyond the physical.
The physical universe is such a small part of the greater whole
And our physical lives are so insignificant in the grand scheme of things
If anything bigger takes interest in our affairs
It's more a case of delusion on our part, and the creation of it with our minds
Because the 'bigger-that-is-out-there' has no place here, no interest here, nothing can be harmed elsewhere if all goes to shit here
Everything here is a tiny expression of something so minimal
Some say we are a quarantined area
But this is also delusion
Delusions of self-importance
We are not important
And that's just it, we create our own universe, being such a speck in great grey sea
We create our own delusions, we physicalise them
We manifest everything we touch our minds to in time
All comes out in the eventuality of what is kept hidden
Nothing is secret
Time and physical and this dream world so to speak (another delusion but a convenient one to reference)
It's a nothing
We don't exist
We exist as much as we believe ourselves to exist
And if we were to disappear
Nothing would change
Significant
Individual
Unique
Powerful
Delusions.
To understand real reality outside of what is physical
Simply divulge self
Tuesday, 11 April 2017
Scribing 46 - Shift
Yes, the world is changing
No, running around with your head cut off won't do
Yes you are still alive
No, death isn't something to be feared
Dogs, neighbours, barking and politics
Why do people get dogs?
Love, company, for the children,
Protection, be like the Jones', as a motivation to do more exercise
To be more in touch with the animal kingdom
What is changing in this world?
People, people people
The minds are changing
The perception is changing
Fear as a system of control has been hyper-activated
Now the repercussions
The sun still rises
The clouds pass over slowly
The trees are green
Coffee is bitter
I've almost done all my jobs for this sitting
I've learned something rather basic
Nothing gets done while sitting around doing fuck all thinking about what needs to be done
And regardless of the mountain of work, it's all possible and it can all be done
One piece at a time
Here comes the sun
Isn't it beautiful
Piercing my eye
Cleaning windows is equal to keeping opportunities open
I like that one, it's certainly good motivation to keep windows clean
I've always had trouble with keeping them clean, up until now
Keep the world open and at your doorstep at all times
And the world it says, come on right in.
And then random long hairs grow in your eyebrows
And this makes sense how.
The night is dark and full of terrors
But the day, the day is coming and filled with love
No, running around with your head cut off won't do
Yes you are still alive
No, death isn't something to be feared
Dogs, neighbours, barking and politics
Why do people get dogs?
Love, company, for the children,
Protection, be like the Jones', as a motivation to do more exercise
To be more in touch with the animal kingdom
What is changing in this world?
People, people people
The minds are changing
The perception is changing
Fear as a system of control has been hyper-activated
Now the repercussions
The sun still rises
The clouds pass over slowly
The trees are green
Coffee is bitter
I've almost done all my jobs for this sitting
I've learned something rather basic
Nothing gets done while sitting around doing fuck all thinking about what needs to be done
And regardless of the mountain of work, it's all possible and it can all be done
One piece at a time
Here comes the sun
Isn't it beautiful
Piercing my eye
Cleaning windows is equal to keeping opportunities open
I like that one, it's certainly good motivation to keep windows clean
I've always had trouble with keeping them clean, up until now
Keep the world open and at your doorstep at all times
And the world it says, come on right in.
And then random long hairs grow in your eyebrows
And this makes sense how.
The night is dark and full of terrors
But the day, the day is coming and filled with love
Monday, 3 April 2017
Scribing 45 - Criss-crossing metal parts in a mechanism of life
The sounds of the cars, trucks and buses
Reverberate into the amphitheatre of a small cafe
At times I have visualised waves in the ocean coming and going
A gentle sea breeze fills the air and the sun pervades the shadowless atmosphere
I've got my bag of money
My little geetar and my hipster chai latte
Was it made with almond milk? Is it genuinely hipster?
Or is it just hipster-esque
This is a question that plagues my mind constantly
The excitement of a day fills my heart
Suddenly everything is positive and full of flavour
Like the stars have suddenly arranged themselves in a way,
favourable to my particular besodden frequency
We can all be happy together I tell them
Community can work
We just need to trust and let go
And share everything
Like we do now but with less reluctance, or insecurity
Ha, we australians have so much and share so little
Hard times are coming for all not just one or two
When they hit these shores the pain will be felt worst where those that have little have no conditionings for sharing
Sharing, sharing, sharing
So many live in each other's pockets
In poorer countries, in countries where there are shared afflictions like cold cold winters
In countries where depressions have been experienced a level of community still exists in the subconscious
A knowing, a loving, a 'we can work it out together' because 'we're in it together' and 'exile and threat of death' just is not practical for the procurement of a happy loving community where we are all happy
I know it sounds like soppy bullshit
But it's true
It's real
And the idea that we have succumbed to 'the bad', 'the dark', that we are 'afflicted' that we are somehow 'individuals' and 'unique'
Are conditions we have placed on our behaviour because we have the luxury to do so
in a well oiled money run society that we have not had to scrape away at the bottom of the barrel for our living
So, yes, it is my opinion and prediction, for a large part, Australians will have it hard later on
There will be accountability for our inabiility to share our abundance
And if the government is making decisions for us on our behalf that we have no control over
An elitist group of politicians sucking off the life energy force of the people
Then we need to make this democracy, not just a namesake but a reality
As the people, we move as one and defeat ignorance first
Then move forward and create a framework for people living on the same land that serves all the people living on it.
---
There are certainly times when life is meaningless
That the absurd is king
This is a defence mechanism by myself to protect against the insanity of society
I can't change everything
But I can change
What I can change
And if I do what I can do
Then as I go, others may do the same
I start splashing and in time the whole pond will be raging in waves
Reverberate into the amphitheatre of a small cafe
At times I have visualised waves in the ocean coming and going
A gentle sea breeze fills the air and the sun pervades the shadowless atmosphere
I've got my bag of money
My little geetar and my hipster chai latte
Was it made with almond milk? Is it genuinely hipster?
Or is it just hipster-esque
This is a question that plagues my mind constantly
The excitement of a day fills my heart
Suddenly everything is positive and full of flavour
Like the stars have suddenly arranged themselves in a way,
favourable to my particular besodden frequency
We can all be happy together I tell them
Community can work
We just need to trust and let go
And share everything
Like we do now but with less reluctance, or insecurity
Ha, we australians have so much and share so little
Hard times are coming for all not just one or two
When they hit these shores the pain will be felt worst where those that have little have no conditionings for sharing
Sharing, sharing, sharing
So many live in each other's pockets
In poorer countries, in countries where there are shared afflictions like cold cold winters
In countries where depressions have been experienced a level of community still exists in the subconscious
A knowing, a loving, a 'we can work it out together' because 'we're in it together' and 'exile and threat of death' just is not practical for the procurement of a happy loving community where we are all happy
I know it sounds like soppy bullshit
But it's true
It's real
And the idea that we have succumbed to 'the bad', 'the dark', that we are 'afflicted' that we are somehow 'individuals' and 'unique'
Are conditions we have placed on our behaviour because we have the luxury to do so
in a well oiled money run society that we have not had to scrape away at the bottom of the barrel for our living
So, yes, it is my opinion and prediction, for a large part, Australians will have it hard later on
There will be accountability for our inabiility to share our abundance
And if the government is making decisions for us on our behalf that we have no control over
An elitist group of politicians sucking off the life energy force of the people
Then we need to make this democracy, not just a namesake but a reality
As the people, we move as one and defeat ignorance first
Then move forward and create a framework for people living on the same land that serves all the people living on it.
---
There are certainly times when life is meaningless
That the absurd is king
This is a defence mechanism by myself to protect against the insanity of society
I can't change everything
But I can change
What I can change
And if I do what I can do
Then as I go, others may do the same
I start splashing and in time the whole pond will be raging in waves
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)